I feel like I am in a box
Limited by my surroundings
to feel the fullest potentials
of the Earths's love
I am feeling uneasy
My mind is racing and
I feel the pulsations of my body
moving at light speed
I miss waking up and greeting the sun as it rises
I miss the wind's cool breeze on my face
I miss the sound of the ocean as it crashes on to the surf
I miss feeling the mana in the ground as I walk
I have been changed by the pure magic that still exists
My soul has opened up to receive the bounty of Creator
And in return, I reflect all that I am
back to giving unconditionally, selflessly, freely
But being back at home, I feel my senses closing up
The energy that exists is fast and furious
and my soul is sensitive to it
Reacting in ways that digress from higher self
I write to remind myself that everything is ok
That the changes are meant to give me more strength
to do my work, to share more love
Here at home and beyond
I cannot forget what I've learned from the islands
That everything I need to exist and thrive
on the outside is within
That home is always in the heart
I cannot forget that moving my body
and connecting with it daily
sends endless endorphins dancing
happily throughout my inner universe
I cannot forget that a simple smile
sends so much love and positivity
and that there is so much to gain
by having random conversation with strangers
I cannot forget that we are all one
and come from the same source
And that even in this state of uneasiness
The potential to to do the greatest good exist
